I honestly don’t blame people who’ve k1||ed themselves. I know it’s bad, and that life can be beautiful. But on the other side of the coin, it’s one of the most hellish experiences, that you could imagine. The idea that you could become attached to someone, and have their life taken away from you just like that, one of the worst pains to imagine. And also often times leading to you becoming cold, and heartless. And often times, at least for me, it’s hard to see much of a point in any of this.