The Holy Spirit is on assignment in my life in these days and for the first time I am embodying living by faith, not just walking by it. The more unconventional option may seem like I’m giving up…I am and it’s wild to say but that’s bringing more peace than trying to fight the inevitable. God is gracious and wonderful and a loving father, I know enough to know he wants me to be well. I’ve also learned that doesn’t mean my seasons won’t drastically change and that I’ll avoid suffering.