2024-09-28 12:22
Price...
It's not like I don't want to be happy, I want to
I want to be happy,But I fear
I fear when I'm too happy something bad will happen
Too happy just hours before I got the call that my parents was gone,Too happy when I thought I'd passed,Only to see my name on the fail list
Too happy when I thought I was finally healing,
But the scars just started bleeding again.
I brace myself for the fall,
Because it seems like every bit of happiness Comes with a price I'm not ready to pay.
Price paid.