on my 9-5 job I talk with a lot of people in order to solve all sorts of situations. once the weekend comes I just wanna play my games, not go out and try to relax. sometimes I don't even want to see my friends because I'm mentally tired... I wanna be better for the people around me, but in many cases I feel like I fail them. at the same time I feel I deserve more me time. and while this cycle repeats and try to find the balance, I get more tired...