The lights are out The door is closed I’m so tired and drawn I am in my bed Hard as nails Not feeling no pain Don’t know why Just Numb and to no avail My life on the outside is always a smile and a kind word Inside it’s dark and unforgiving I just want to be held and told I will be ok I want to be taken cared of I want what I just don’t have I’m the caregiver that doesn’t catch a break I’m lonely and tired So sick at heart Someone please Shepard me Thru the dark