I'm getting ready for bed and I'm just thinking about how I see so many people on here looking for love, and posting random meet-cute posts and I don't know, I just know that isn't something I feel like I'm allowed to do. Like I'm not as worthy as some other guy merely because of my weight. And that makes me sad, because I see women who, on an interest level, we mesh. But I'm never gonna catch someone's eye until I'm "normal". Anyway, goodnight.