2024-10-02 01:10
Two days ago I hit a wall. It started good and ended in tears. My moms been gone now since May of 2021.
Since she’s been gone nothing has been the same.
She was my life line.
I get no calls of concern , catch-up or check-ons. The disconnection is heavy.
Even moreso after my divorce.
I long for a meaningful connection and it’s toxic af out there. I have endured pain and loss. I have felt broken. I have known hardship. And I feel lost and alone. Trying to move forward. One day at a time.