A song writer says something that "if He can carry the weight of the world upon His shoulder, I know my God can carry you" Trust God at all times ans lean not on your own understanding. God can carry you through any storm. Stop negative thoughts and begin to let the word of God guide you. If you can listen to audio bible daily, play songs of worship and let everything God permeate your life. Don't give in to the devil. God is able to keep you. Will keep you in my prayers