Entahla. Sejak oct7th, I rasa macam takde appetite to enjoy the things that I've enjoyed before. A month after Oct7th, I went on holiday to Turkiye as I've booked it already and throughout the trip, I couldn't enjoy it as much as I would've before. Everytime I had a meal, I would think about those who were starving. I felt so guilty for enjoying my life whilst others were suffering. I had so much guilt and even now my heart is restless and in pain whenever I read the news. Pt1