Today it settled in that “Love” is not meant for me, and I’ve officially accepted that today. I also accept that being the “black sheep” in all relationships (“family”, friendships, “dating”) isn’t that bad 🤷🏽‍♀️. People genuinely do not care, and that’s okay. What’s NOT ok is you thinking I should care less about myself in order to have an individual in my life especially men. I use to crave giving genuine love and affection not just to the man I love, but everyone around me, but I’m not accepted.