It doesn't hurt as much anymore, but it still isn't any easier. The only reason I don't wish you were here is because I know you were exhausted and ready to go. If you were here, I might not be where I am now. I will always be a big kid, but you helped teach me enough to be able to take care of myself. Or rather I apply enough of your teachings to survive. I miss you. Hope you and the rest of the family there are all together and happy. Happy birthday Mom. Love you. Miss you 😔