I know I have some work to do in therapy because I've realized every time I make a new friend who I'm really excited about I immediately get anxiety worrying about when the shoe will finally drop and they'll realize I am not worthy of their friendship. It's interesting because I really do think I'm a pretty good egg who deserves good things most days! So I'm not sure why that is my automatic response to connection even at 31. I have some theories, but it's just interesting. Trying 2b mindful.