With my first i thought all mom's felt the way i did, and l did have problems with depression before but ppd is something more intense and different enough to slip by my radar. Now with my second i truly am more than fine and i see that i had ppd with my firstborn even tho my 1st baby was the easiest baby in the world and way easier than my 2nd. I was lucky that my husband caught that something was wrong and did everything to help me. I wish all mommas luck and strength!