Well last night was my second night of having the injections to help with my blood counts for this round of chemo, it sounds bizarre to say but I'm so glad that last night and today my bones hurt like they did when my counts came back up after my hospital stay last chemo cycle. So yes pain sucks but if this means my blood counts are behaving then that is brilliant i will absolutely take the pain I'm in if it means I'm not bouncing back into hospital.