Apart from depression, i have special needs children too. My life is so full of colors sampai xtau mana satu nak share. Nanti la 1 day baru cerita. Now nak cerita tapi writing mood tu xde. Having special needs kids while having depression is sooo &#^÷^@(@^!^. Most of the time, i dont know what i was doing. Was i ruining my life or fix it?