2024-10-19 18:23
Approaching my birthday this year just feels different. It will be my last year in my 30’s and I wasn’t thinking too much about it until I was asked what my plans were and the answer is I have none. In past years it didn’t bother me as much but I’m just feeling extra isolated lately. I try to put a lot of effort into making plans or inviting people to do things but if I don’t make the effort I’m generally not included. I always feel like I’m on the edge of friend groups but not part of them.