I can def relate. I was laid off last month from my first swe position after a total of six years of working for the company (2 years as software engineer and 4 years in cs). I’m already a bit over the back to back rejection emails and it’s only been two months for me 🫠 so I can only imagine what it’s been like for you. Hopefully something great will find you when you least expect it, hang in there 🍀