I feel you so much. But tell yourself that it takes courage to be like that and that it is a precious value that very few people possess. You can understand them and forgive them, but you have to cut ties with these kind of people, because someone that cares about you, won't use you. Get back on your feet and show them that they are nothing to you and that you are moving forward without them. 💪 I wish you a wonderful life, surrounded by good people. Big hugs 🫂🤎