Im struggling hard with this stage of motherhood.. I'm just as overstimulated and disregulated as they are half the time and teaching myself how to regulate first is hard AF . Constantly thinking of how much of a failure I am and are they acting up and throwing 30+ tantrums because of me? Am I ruining them by being disregulated myself. Am I even doing a good job. Am I the fucking problem? Cause I feel like it's all me and I hate feeling like this constantly.