I know i am a monster for doing this. Main aisa nahi hon lekin pata nai mjhe kia hogya tha. I tried really hard to hide this. Lekin aj kismat nay sath nai diya. Main bata nai sakta ky uske chehre par kitna dukh tha jab us ny mjhe kisi or ky sath dekha. Mjhe itna bura lag raha hai ky main ny uska dill tor diya. Ab bas meri yehi dua hai ky kabhi meri us sy dobara mulakat na ho. Ab main kis munh sy uske samne jaon ga. My barber saw me today in a new barber's shop.