I honestly feel like I am on the edge of committing suicide í Friends and fellow Christians I am to leave this post here since I am planning to take a long walk to a bridge or back home where I can cry alone in a dark corner o o It has been hell for us for the past months and nothing has changed a fa ff and this makes me feel like God has forsaken us since I am struggling to take care of kids under our ministry I'm completely heartbroken and Lonely not sure if I want to live anymore a a a I wish