I don’t know who needs to hear this but not everything you practice has to be for the intent of mastery. Some you may wish to continue learning through to expert, but others may just be for silly enjoyment without the pressure to advance on, and that’s ok. 🖤 You could also change your find one day too and that’s also ok. Some things can be pure enjoyment whilst others produce both a challenge and a gratification of hard work well done.