@strugglingstrawbxrry I'm sorry you have to go through this with your life. I hope you can find someone who will change your life forever. But some of us are just meant to be alone. It may be punishment for what we did in a past life. I'm not sure. But get comfortable in your own skin because no one will be able to love you if you don't love yourself first. Remember Jesus loves you always and you will always be enough for him