Why is it actually impossible for me to share some of my story of leaving church without Christian’s coming with, what I assume are well meaning comments and telling me to pray and that I need to find a new church. I am an agnostic, I’m not sure I believe in God but I know I don’t believe in the Christian god depicted in the bible (outside of the depiction of Love). I have zero interest in going to church. I have zero interest in prayer.