I promised myself that I would be honest on here so here it goes… I messed up (human behavior 😂😅) I had a/some weak moments but it’s hard for me to have those because I’ve always been taught you should be strong but you know where the fault lives in that…in that we aren’t built to be strong all the time it can be a weight that holds you. I thought I had forgiven myself for somethings but come to find out recently I hadn’t fully but like many things it’s a process to let go.