I wanna like thank god for putting all these distractions in my way I feel like he’s been by my side because I keep having all these people text me at the exact time this past week specifically when im at my lowest point tryna do something to harm I feel like these people text at the perfect time because they make me go to bed laughing with their company instead of crying at the end of the day by myself when i usually do harm if y’all know what I mean I hope I made sense in some way but gn