I have been single for nine months since losing my long-term partner. I am now considering a polyamorous relationship. This way, if one partner is no longer in my life, I will still have others by my side. The loss of my previous partner caused me significant trauma, and I no longer want an exclusive relationship. I am looking for a serious polyamorous relationship involving three or four people. This is what I desire now. But again, this is subject to the final agreement between us.