He makes me feel special and loved(i wish i make him feel the same) he would always compliment me and cheer me up anytime im feeling down, he's precious.. I cried whenever he told me that he doesn't deserve to be happy, he deserves the pain that he's feeling, i would write many long messages to make him feel better, to let him know how much he means to me, but I've never succeed... while just a single word from him would make me happy the whole week. Am I not enough? Maybe i should try harder.