I have decided to write down everything I feel about him.. I never wanted to be in one sided love,for me one sided love is like breaking your own heart my biggest fear was falling for someone who won't be there to catch me.. it's like waiting for something that's never gonna happen, I wish I could send him the notes and tell him what I feel but I can't do this so I'm trying to keep me distance because I can't have him 🙃