I feel you po I've been there in exac same situation ,, experience ko from cheating lies everything we also have daughter I stay with him until I give birth sa anak namin at dumating ung araw na muntik na aqng mamatay dahil sa binat still he doesn't care and telling nagiinarte aq, I stop this na when my baby turn 3 month I left him without telling him,,I don't care kung mahirapan aq kesa Naman magsuffer din baby ko..you can do it just pray to God and trust him