Why make a ghost account. I was an addict for 4 years. Did all kinds of bad things just to get my next dosage. Hurt every friend and family member. Distroyed my 50k business I was building. Did unethical things that seemed right at the time untill I was off the drugs. Arrested, jail, life long friends gone because the pills were more important. Hospitalized because my blood pressure and heart rate, they expected me to stroke out. 20 years clean. Married 33 years. Be proud of your scars.