My birthday is in 2 weeks. I don’t want gifts, or wishes. What I want is for me to be serious about the things and people and situations I want in life. I want to stop rotting in bed, get a second job- not so much for the money, but to meet people and stop isolating, staying stuck in my head. I want to live as I am. Meaning you get me- the real me and I am truthful and blunt and upfront. I want to be able to handle my life- remember passwords, or write them down, take care of myself- as I know