I look back on my 6 year marriage and year of dating and can't help but see all the lies. Do I think he believed his own lies? Yes, I do. Did I tell him a long the way that this wasn't what he thought he wanted? Yes I did. Does that make me any less mad at me for not getting out when I saw those red flags and turned them into roses... No it doesn't 🚩🚩🚩🤦🏼‍♀️