I think looking back, there were times we were both the narcissist's and the victims, we traded it off to see how the other would react. I miss her. I miss then. I would never go back.

Well, like you said your mostly healed but you’re still not 100% healed. Once you heal more you’ll realize that you do want him gone.

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27 years I was married to a Narcissist. She nearly won when I was contemplating suicide, but out the other side now.

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Exactly what I’m going through atm. Perfect wording. Ty 🙏🏼

Time helps with that but I understand how you're feeling. I have never been one to look into the meaning of dreams, but damn she has been in a lot of them lately. For what she has done to my kids and I would never take her back, and I don't miss her. I beleive it is thar I am missing having someone to talk to, someone to spend a lazy Sunday with, someone to travel with, someone to trust and know they have your back and have zero problem disrespecting someone to defend your relationship.

I'm kinda like this with my mate of 25 years who I started a band with. The narcissistic behaviour from him really shone through doing the band, I had to leave. I totally cut him off for months, I'm back in touch now. I'll never do the band again but I don't really want him gone forever either, it's weird

A narcissist is someone that is better looking than you.

This to shall pass Hun just keep on keeping on one step at a time as long as it's forward