I prep all the documents for divorce last night. Took this form from pejabat agama since April 24. Settled the kids in the morning, and I have a talk with him. I thought going to be an emotional one like he used to say before - think before you submit and all. But he totally a strong man today. He said - yes send it. I will cooperate. With that, I know he now stronger than anything. And me…. Yes, I made a mistake and I cant be a wife to him. So may everything ease.