FEEL SO LOST AND EMPTY INSIDE .I SIT HERE ALL THE TIME WONDERING WHY ?? LIKE MY THOUGHTS ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE .. CONSTANTLY HAVE THIS FEELING OF DREAD THAT PLAGUES ME CONSTANTLY. IT MAKES ME MAD CUZ I DON'T KNOW WHATS MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY.. I KNOW THAT THINGS FOR MONTHS HAVE BEEN EXTREME LY STRESSFUL FOR ME AND SO MANY ASPECTS OF MY LIFE HAVE CHANGED DRAMATICALLY AND MAKES SO MUCH HARD TO BARE AND COPE WITH..I TRY TO THINK POSITIVE ITS JUST NOT GOING THAT DIRECTION AT ALL..