I'm tempted to give up. If I want someone I want them to at least be my type... Attractive.. funny.. maybe a bit of a geek... Good paying job.. I want someone who can actually care for me. I'm tired of being the only one ever putting in the effort. Cause it is ALWAYS me putting in the effort I swear. Maybe I'm just not attractive enough? Or I'm just not in the right state.. I dunno.