I absolutely have no idea what to do with this Liam thing. I don't know how to process the feelings I have at all. How do you greive someone you didn't know? How do you say goodbye to someone you've never meet? There's absolutely no closure with what happened with with death, the facts don't add up either. One minute I'm cry my eyes out until I can't breathe and my eyes hurt. The next I'm watching 1D like old times and laughing until it all comes rushing back and I'm cry again. Liam Payne