Listening to Liam's songs and then watching his snaps, his humor, his jokes the way he narrates about the whole day, being happy at the smallest things & watching him cook, I want to be delusional for a little while longer and believe that Liam is still alive and well, it is such an heartache to even comprehend that Tik tok has memorialized his account and its the reality that he's gone. I can't believe that. Not too soon. Call it whatever internet but thats how I feel liampayne #onedirection