It’s hard to realize that you’re the only one holding on, the only one scared of being left behind while everyone else seems unaffected. It hurts to give so much, to keep showing up, and to keep fighting for people who don't seem to fear losing you. Nakakapagod na rin talaga, always being the one who chases, who cares enough to beg for something that, in reality, should never need begging for.