ayaw na sige recall sa inyuha. make yourself busy, learn new hobbies. keep yourself occupied

It's not easy. Specially if you wanted and hoped for this to be it for you. My best advice is to process the loss like a death. Look at the bad, the good and choose what you want to take away from this. In time, you'll notice that everyday will get lighter and you'll be able to live life how you want. Wishing you luck and much love in your future 🙏🏻💞

One day at a time.