It definitely all works out. Dont confuse the lifting of the veil or removing the blinders as a sign that he wants you in isolation. God has always wanted us in community. Hence the book of Acts. However, its normal to feel as if you wanna just hide. Especially if the persecution is ongoing and No one understands whats happening in your life. Ask God to surround you with like minded believers that will support and be obedient to God concerning you❤️🙏🏽