When Trump won in 2016, I did not understand why people were crying. I was still so indoctrinated that even though I hated him and did not vote for him, I had totally disassociated from the election because I didn't know how to process everything in my brain with what was actually happening. Today, I 100% understand why people are crying and I am right there with them. (And I'm sorry for not understanding in 2016.) deconstruction