you know as well as I do that in -person relationships are the more meaningful connectulion. As we walk with Christ daily ,the doubt and insecurity disolves- which comes along w perseverance in searching/ studying and longing forgot. Maintaining a relationship w other believers in person takes time and commitment -just the same as pursuing outside friendships. We were never meant to navigate life alone. We are meant be in community. practicing this is often awkward.. we are all sinners.