I took the night for me. I'm still here. I'm still clean. But I'm still very, very hurt and very, very angry. Yesterday in desperation I called family and was ignored, today I found out I've been unfriended and unfollowed by said family members. Today I found out my "family" doesn't love me for who I am and supports someone who hates me. When I'm well, I will appreciate them seeing themselves out. Right now, I am gutted. Thankful for my Bookthreads family who give an actual fuck about people.