This is literally the hardest chapter of my fckn life I would trade spots in a heartbeat I hate everything about my new life without the ppl I’ve known my whole life 💯 I don’t want to go to hell & ruin my chances of ever seeing them again so I won’t harm myself I just hope god or my brothers send for me really soon🫶🏽 like that’s something I want more than anything is to be with them forever