… I’m thinking of a past love. I secretly loved him so much but we were calling ourselves bffs. I saw photos of him the other day and feel that obsessive love come back. I was crazy into him and we were beautiful souls together. I showed him unconditional love but then broke his heart. It was a mistake. I regret it, deeply. I imagine my life with him now… It will never be the same. He is unattainable. I have married twice and divorced. No one is as intelligent,sensitive, thoughtful, as he was.