YouTube pray the rosary . Go to a Catholic Church and join rciaa program . Listen to ewtn 89.7 in SA …on the radio wherever you are google it. You find Gods love when you do these things. Seek Gods love and validation before the worlds and your own and you will fill other hearts with an abundance of love no matter what. Message me if you need more advocacy . I’m a Catholic I’m here to point you too , refer you too, listen ,and for you no matter what… only trust the sign of the cross.

Focus on yourself don’t go through a whore phase and you will find a man who is willing to take care of you but make sure that you take care of him it works both ways so good luck