Dear GOD, Why is it taking so long, I will wait for my wife, but why is everything else you’ve promised me feel so distant? I have given much, everything I have has been given to you. Yet I can’t help hut to worry that maybe I misheard, maybe my failures have become to great, maybe I never heard from you. Rebuke these thoughts because I have allowed them to influence me! Rebuke me LORD because I haven’t stopped the thoughts that bring doubt and fear. I am afraid that I am my biggest obstacle.