I NEED surgery or soon I will be paralyzed. I already struggle walking and all my limbs feel kinda like they're asleep. They want to remove the herniated parts of the discs and fuse the left side, but they need to remove MOST OF MY SPINE at 3 levels in my neck and leave just enough bone one either side to attach rods and screws. I'm fucking terrified! And that's just my neck! I need low back surgery too! 58 and struggling to find a reason to go through with it all. Here's my Lumbar.